O my God, its 1:45 am and I just finished my paper. I wouldn't even say finished it, it is horrible. So I had to spend all night working on a horrible paper instead of playing with my daughter like I wanted to.
Sometimes I just feel like throwing in the towel.
Good thing my DH is so stubborn and won't let me quit. I hate him lol.
Off to bed, finally
2 comments:
If you throw in the towel, I'll kick your butt from here to your IL's house!
I know it's hard. I can't imagine exactly how hard, but I do know it's hard. You need to see school through to the end though. It's not much longer, and it is so beneficial to you and your family in the long run, you know?
You are doing all the great developmental things for Brooke that you need to be doing. You play with her, you teach her, you have fun with her. She seems to be developing (in my limited knowledge) beautifully.
She loves you so much, and I'm sure she misses you when you are not there, but you have a great support system in place. And you know what? When she gets older, she's not going to rember you being away from her for a couple of hours to go to school. She's going to rember the feeling of safty and of feeling loved and having fun. And then she's going to grow up reaping the benefits of you and your happiness that in part, comes from your college degree.
So dont' give up. You can do it. And you are a freakin' inspiration!!!
I dont' have anything to say about the inlaws though. I'm still freaking out that she "pushes" you out of the way when you go to put Brooke in her car seat. You and Jason need to get couselling or something for that before it gets worse. Eventually crap like that will put Brooke in the middle, unintenally of course.
(only 2000 characters my butt)
cont'
And speaking of your darling daughter, Jim and I "babysat" for her for 20 min. yesterday. She cried most of the time. I think she is now scared of me and Jim. :-)
Jim looked at me and said "and you want one of these?" and i said: "hey you mentioned it first!" and he said "in my reality they dont' do this" and then dissovled into a fit of giggles!
He says he is ready to have kids! Argh! We are living in a basement! With the IL's!
And now I'm taking my spelling mistakes, my 1/2 assed advice, and my pep talks and going back to work. :-)
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