Sunday, February 20, 2005

finally moved in

Well, we are finally moved in.  We're not unpacked, but we are moved in, which is good.  It was very exhausting, but I bought the new Playtex Hip Sling, and boy is it great.  It positions my baby just right so she can feed while I walk around and unpack and such, since it gives me a free hand (two free hands if you can handle it right).  Brooke was all excited about the move, it took a while before I could get her to bed.  Unfortunatley, the furnace broke and we ended up with no heat for the night!  But it turned out ok, because we tucked Brooke in with us for the night and stayed pretty warm.

I have so much homework to do and so much work to do with unpacking and stuff.  It doesn't help to reminisce about what my life was like before I had the baby.  But I am def happier now, and I do love my life.  But I hate to see pics of myself when I was skinnier, for it just reminds me that my wedding date is getting closer and I need to lose more weight for the wedding.  But I'm doing good, I've gone from a size 13 to a size 8.  Tomorrow I am going to look for a new gym to join, yay :o/.

Someone told me today that my boobs were going to get saggy because I breastfeed Brooke. I just said, my boobs are going to get saggy anyway, at least this way I have another excuse besides old age. It's going to happen to everyone, but I'm letting mine go out with a bang! That made me feel good about myself because extra weight and stretch marks and all, my body is amazing because it created and carried my angel for nine months and now it is the sole source of her nourishment and health.  I feel so proud when I see how healthy she is, it reminds me that my body is my honor.

Well, that's all the rambling that I am doing tonight. Bed time.

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