so far so good

Well so far I've been able to access my journal, but I did start a new one just in case one day I can't. http://adventuresofabreastfeedingmother.blogspot.com/

For now I will continue to post in this journal, but if you don't hear from me for a while, then check to see if I started posting there :o)

Well lately I've been feeling like I'm all stressed out. We've done NOTHING to prepare for the baby, we've haven't bought anything and we haven't unpacked anything and we are still waiting to see if the house thing works out. Some days I just feel incredibly overwhelmed and frustrated. I have nothing against my mother, but I really didn't want to give birth in her house, I was really looking forward to giving birth in a place that we could call our own, that we would be living in for a long time. But I have begun to resign myself to the fact that we will still be here when the baby is born, and we will be incredibly crowded until we find a place of our own, whether it be a house or an apartment. Lately I've been feeling the nesting urge, and I think that it is so strong now that tomorrow I will be scrubbing walls and floors LOL. If we can't unpack things or buy things for the baby at the moment, at least I can prepare the house and make the most of it :o)

Brookie is a little monster. Seriously, I keep wondering where my sweet little angel went. I feel like I have to walk on egg shells around her, the littlest things set her off into the worst temper tantrums. It really doesn't help my frustrations, but we're doing time outs and that seems to be helping a little.

Well that's it for now. Ciao!