Whew, today was kind of draining. As I mentioned earlier, Brooke was non-stop crying whenever I put her down. She is still not over her growth spurt, so she is also feeding constantly. Of course, she only acted like this when there was nobody else around. When my mom or aunt or even DH was around, she acted like a perfect angel, happy and smiling. So now everyone thinks I'm either crazy or I'm overreacting when I tell them that she is cranky. oh well.
Sometimes I just have all these thoughts running through my head that I can't pin down because they are flying through too fast. Like ambition to do a million things at once, promises to start a new attitude tomorrow, etc. It goes by so fast! Or maybe I'm just drinking too much coffee. I really gotta cut back on the coffee, I read today that it messes with your milk supply.
Today I started a local chapter of Mommy's Milk Group, an organization that brings together breastfeeding women. I started it at www.matchup.com. Now all I have to do is wait to see if anyone joins. The website is really cool, you can pretty much start a local group on any topic you can think of. I hope ppl sign up for my group!
Tomorrow I have to go meet the landlord of our old apartment to do an inspection and turn in our keys. I really hope we get all of our security deposit back, 'cause we could really use the money right now!
Well, time for bed. Tomorrow will be another day, another chance to change my attitude to a more positive outlook on my life. Let the sunshine in!
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Yikes! I'm sorry Brooke is so cranky! With those pictures you posted it is hard to believe that she was so irritable yesterday! She looks so happy!
Good Luck with your apartment inspection! Hopefully you will get all that money back which would be a good thing!
Dear Lord, you are sounding like my Mom with your postivity and sun-shiny attitude. Why oh why did I not get the happy gene? :-)
And good luck with your meetup group. I'm sure people will want to join you. :0)
I had this dream last night (bear with me, cause it ties into you) I was sitting around a table with Michael, my mom and Jimmy and i was all upset because i had a 2 week old daughter i didn't really get to "talk" to yet, and I was all upset because I was wondering if I could still breastfeed even though they had already started her on formula. So i asked my mom and she kind of brushed me off. and in my dream i said "Shelly would know! i need to talk to Shelly!" Then I left the table and went to a Curves gym because I was like 400 lbs and needed to loose the weight from the baby. But I was still adment that I needed to talk with you.
and that is my stupid dream :-)
didn't go to the gym or do the recumbant bike yesterday, but i did do some abs and threw the medicine ball back and forth. It's something. I have BellyDancing tonight! Yee-haw!
Talk to you soon! Have a lovely day! :-)
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